was playing online game yest evening when shane started a conversation in d game's messenger...
shane,"rac, u there?"
me,"ya..." *concentrating on my game*
shane," i got something to tell u..."
me,"wat?" *stopped*
shane,"wait 1st... tell u later..."
me,"k..." *continued my game*
...5mins past...
shane,"k, rac i tell u nw... its a very shocking news..."
rac,"ok..." *stopped halfway*
shane,"my mum juz called n told me dunno whether izzit 'S' or 'I' had passed away..." *cousins of hers... 'S' n 'I' r twins*
rac,"omg! hw come?!" *stunned*
shane,"she said is he drowned... at sentosa..."
rac,"omg..."
shane,"very shocked rite... nw im very worried... dunno is which one..."
shane,"i think i'll try calling 'S'..."
rac,"k k..." *praying hard is not him althou i dun wan it to b 'I' either*
shane,"oh no... 'S' hp cant get thru! SHIT!"
rac,"oh dear..."
rac,"try calling 'I' den..."
shane,"i dun hav his no..."
shane,"nvm... i try calling 'P'..." *another cousin of hers*
rac,"ya ok..."
...2mins gone...
shane,"rac... confirmed... is 'S'... haiz..."
rac,"oh no..."
rac,"y like dat? he's still so young..."
shane,"ya... nw i noe y ppl sayz dat life is really short..."
...silent for 2mins...
shane,"u there?"
rac,"ya..."
shane,"im in a daze man... still cant believe it..."
rac,"me too..."
shane,"haiz... i call u later..."
rac,"ok..."
---- conversation ended ----
saddening... til nw still cant really believe it... life is so cruel... he's onli 17... n dis sun will b his 18th bday...
*we'll miss u...*guessed dat i muz upload another entry... i've been showered wif lotsa concern n care by ppl ard me *thankie very much*... really very touched... u all r d best =)... but no worries nw... coz im okie le... really appreciated d advices... cheerios =D
pls dun confuse me anymore... pls... i need none of dis, god... watever i've wished for in d past, pls dun grant dem nw... not nw... not in future... i dun need dem anymore... i've stepped out... pls dun make me turn back... i cant afford to... pls
let me off~im sick again... bleachx... its like every now n den i'll hav flu n sore throat... "yi zhi lai, yi zhi lai... hui bu hui yi hou mei ge yue lai yi ci ne?" - quote: Initial D =X