im awake... yes i still am... at 0340hrs... stoning away... not tired... not sleepy... not happy... dun ask me y... i dunno... maybe my depression is coming back... will it? good... i need it... depression slims me down... ha... *yes im crazie... oh god, kill me*
wondering abt something nw... something which i dun wan to wonder... something which i shldnt even wonder... im lost... i had lost... *giv me 1 punch in d face ppl... i need it...*
turn for d better? my life? who am i kidding... im so scared to step into my new stage of life... im so scared of anything, everything... im wasting my life... i hate it... yet... *do something! think positive! rite? i noe... i dunno*
wanna cry... but no tears... wanna shout... but too strained... wanna complain... but no use... *shutup biatch!*
*im toking to u... when will u ever listen... when will u practice wat u've preached? wats d point of trashing things out when it'll still ends up in nothing? dun tok to me anymore... i hate everything dat u've said/thought/done... i hate u...*
went nus to do medical checkup n some other stuff... was kinda tired... coz din slp much... went there at 10+ in d morn... fnsh it at ard 2+... am so sleepy... had lunch at 1 of d fd court... tried their nasi briyani... erm... nice... but too hot... n in d end tummy kept grouching... damn pain...
went town wif da n eve to shop ard... n to buy my bday present... haha... look ard in many places n finally decided on blusher... so da n eve bought a blusher fr red earth - esprit for me... *thankie eve n da =)*
in d evening... went back tamp mall to watch movie wif shane, joyce n les... while waiting for shane n joyce to arrive... les n i went arcade to play... i was like so excited n asked les to play wif me d fighting, shooting n riding games... =D... brought back d inner child in me... hmm... nah... it has nv left me... zzZZzz... watched "fantastic four"... nice show... but d ending like abit too suddened... tokin abt hw dey transformed took up most of d show time... d fighting scenes were pathetic... 5 fingers counting... eniwae there'll sure b a 2nd part to it...
had dinner at yoshi... tried their new flavour - chicken stew wif rice, grape soda wif grass jelly... not bad... enjoyed d meal... after dat went hm n zzZZzz straight away... totally juz knocked off d moment i laid on bed...
happy birthday to you! an invasion from mr jin. hahahaha! fri night was a night of surprises with a bit of spice. why? cause nothing that mr jin planned went smoothly... ZzzZzzZZZz... gosh so much for careful planning. after a week of plannings and preparations (well you wanted to know ma) and nights of work and headache, everything was to be executed on this very night. it wasn't easy at all to plan a surprise such as this, though it wasn't something really big. but still.
i'll list out the items that were suppose to happen on this very day:
props used:
01) content of the birthday card was written onto 80 pieces of stickers.
02) 27 envelopes were made to contain the 80 pieces of stickers. each envelope was designed with a letter to form a phrase if they were arranged correctly and clues were left on each of the envelopes.
03) a blank white card with only mr jin's signature on it was to be used as the birthday card.
04) a converse pencil case for miss zing to keep the envelopes in.
05) 3 lightsticks of 3 different colors each written with a different phrase to wish miss zing happy birthday.
06) colorful paper leaves to be used as a trail to lead miss zing to the staircase during the last part of the plan. the first leaf of the trail was labelled "Happy Birthday Rachel".
07) a mini cake from bakers inn (thanks devil and devilgurl, wouldn't be possible without the both of you) to be used during the last part as well.
08) a lighter to light the candle.
09) my bag which was used to contain almost every prop in it (thanks miss zing for suggesting of bringing a bag for your things, LOL!).
10) miss zing's handphone used to set the alarm for her birthday.
11) a birthday song composed by mr jin to be sang for miss zing.
events to take place:
01) accompanied with devil to get new clothes for miss zing's birthday.
02) reservation of a table at the club by shah.
03) bathed with hugo boss motion shower gel, face shaven, nails trimed, wore a new floral printed long sleeve shirt from topman (kinda resembled one worn by jay chou, ha!).
04) get miss zing to wear one side of mr jin's bling bling.
05) get to the club.
06) ken to pass the converse case to miss zing and wish her happy birthday.
07) shah and ken to distribute 26 envelopes to the clubbers. (one was kept by mr jin for the last part).
08) each of those who received the envelopes to walk up to miss zing and wish her happy birthday.
09) first lightstick to be given to her when she have received all 26 envelopes.
10) second lightstick to be given to her at midnight.
11) third lightstick to be given at an appropriate time after midnight.
12) mr jin was to leave the club earlier to get to miss zing's place set up the trail of leaves, the cake and the card.
13) mr jin was to call ken when he reached so that ken will suggest to head home.
14) ken was to call mr jin to inform him that they are already on the cab.
15) ken was to msg mr jin when they were reaching.
16) ken was to call mr jin when miss zing got off the cab.
17) mr jin was to place the piece of leave with words near the door of the lift and run to the stairs. he will sit on the stairs with the cake on one hand and the blank card on the other.
(thanks ken. i'm lost for words for the help you gave.)
17) miss zing was to take the lift up and upon seeing the trail of leaves, following it to the stairs it leads to.
18) mr jin was to sing the birthday song to miss zing when she arrives.
19) they were to sit there for miss zing to blow out the candle and savor the cake.
20) miss zing was to spend the following day unscrambling the envelopes and the stickers.
that was what's been planned for this big day. this was what actually happened.
miss zing met devil and devilgurl in the afternoon to shop for the new clothes for the night from devil. but she didn't know it was actually a gift from mr jin. this was because she told mr jin that she didn't know what to wear for the night and mr jin stupidly said "don't worry, you'll have clothes to change before entering the club, so it doesn't matter what you wear." and miss zing replied, "so i'll be having new clothes from you ya?" ZzzZzZzzz... oh well. mr jin and ken then went down to meet them after work. both devil and mr jin were dressed in their floral printed shirts bought on the previous day. i must say this... they look fantastic! jay chouS! the smile on miss zing's face made the effort of dressing up worthed it for the both of them. then mr jin told miss zing to wear the bling bling. and surprisingly, she did. nice.
the first flop came when jin suddenly remembered that the alarm he set on miss zing's phone was her old phone. he then told devil to set the alarm when she had the chance. then the second flop came. shah was uncontactable. and when he was finally contacted, mr jin found out that shah had just woken up and had forgotten to reserve the table. so without much choice, they made their way to the club. luckily there were still a few tables around. they sat down and ordered their drinks. third flop, mr jin stupidly ordered a barrel of beer without asking the price and to find out later that it cost 97 bucks! gosh. then shah came and the plan started. ken gave the converse case to miss zing and wished her happy birthday. feeling puzzled like always she started asking questions such as is that the gift from ken, what is it for, why open it, blah blah blah. ha. well mr jin gave her some lame answers stop her from asking. then shah and ken started to move around to distribute the envelopes. this was when the fourth flop came. the clubbers were relectant to help, making the distribution very slow. soon it was becoming taxing and boring. so mr jin decided to give her the first lightstick to spice things up a little. and yes, miss zing was slightly perked up upon receiving the lightstick.
after entertaining miss zing for a while, mr jin had to attend back to the envelope issue. he needed another plan to get all the envelopes to her. so shah suggested to use glasses to split the envelopes up and serve them as drinks. well it kinda of work. or not. Grrrrr... whatever the case is, the envelopes were all passed to her. all but 2... hmmm 2!!! one was with me and one was missing! oh my god. and that was the fifth flop. mr jin went around the areas that they have been to to look for it. but it couldn't be found. feeling very disappointed by now, mr jin walked back to their table and tried to make do with what's left in the plan. looking at how bad things are, ken then started to play guessing games with miss zing to spice things up. he was really comical (thanks ken). miss zing then suggested that she wanted to go to the dance floor so mr jin accompanied her along.
they went to the dance room's dance floor before going over to the live room as miss zing found the songs on the dance room not to her likings. when they went back to the table, sixth flop appeared, devil wasn't feeling too well that day (do take care ya?) and left while miss zing and mr jin was at the dance floor. there was a look of disappointment on miss zing's face when she found out that devil had left. well then they joined shawn and shah at another table. continued to play guessing games but miss zing had a penalty to eat ice as she don't drink. mr jin then left the club and headed to her place when she went to the toilet accompanied by ken. mr jin travelled to devilgurl's place to get the cake from her as it was kept at her place. then he went over to miss zing's place to set up the leaves, the cake and the card. mr jin made a call to ken upon arriving at her place. this was when he heard the seventh flop, miss zing wasn't feeling well and she had vomitted. mr jin was worried for her, but he thought hopefully this last plan will work and make her feel better.
unexpectedly, the eighth flop appeared, there was small gusts of wind near the stairs making the paper leaves fly around. then mr jin decided to only place them when miss zing reached. ken gave mr jin a msg when they were arriving and then called him when she got off the cab. mr jin then hurriedly place the leaf with words at the lift that was assending and ran to the other end to place the rest of the leaves. he took out the cake, lighted the candle and held it in his left hand while the card was in his right. the nineth flop soon appeared as well, as mr jin was panting, he accidentally blew out the candle two times. Grrrrr... stupid mr jin. gosh. and upon lighting the candle the third time, the tenth flop came. mr jin heard the opening of the gate and the door to miss zing's apartment. GOSH. why didn't she follow? nervously he took the phone and called her. this was when he knew that miss zing was feeling terribly unwell. he walked over with the cake and the card still in his hands and saw her sitting at her door step. though she was unwell, a little smile still appeared on her face and that made everything worthed it. and if you ask me, it was a success despite all the flops, as the main objective was met. miss zing was happy. ha! or not? ZzzzzzZZzzZZzzz...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS ZING!
dimmed by mr jin.
went out wif 1 of my ex colleague... long time nv see... guessed he'd put on some weight... looked more mature than he used to b... gav me a prezzie too... a pendant + necklace... din think dat he'll remember my bday... din even noe dat he knew dat my bday is coming... geez... *thks eniwae*
haha... fri le... cant wait for evening time to come... gonna celebrate my bday wif my closest frens... am so excited... =D
p.s. surprise surprise... im waiting for more surprises *winkz*