baby, my godsis dog, had passed away on 16th July, 12+am... althou they were well-prepared, but when that actual moment arrived, it's still hard to accept.... baby, she's 1 of my fav dog... she adores me alot n i love her too... althou i wasn't able to see her for a very long time, she still din forget who i am... sob...

remembered when my godsis 1st brought baby hm *almost 12 yrs ago*, she was still so small in size... onli ard 2 mths old... very irresistably cute n hyper n can't stop licking ppl... made us went googaga over her... awww~~ she was begin fed with rice n meat everyday... a gd life dog ya... yey indeed, she has led a wonderful life with my godsis n her family... even my mum will pampered her too whenever she came over to our place; its like a weekly rountine to bring baby to my hse coz godsis was juz staying at my opp blk...

a few yrs later, godsis moved hse and that was when i saw less of baby... althou godsis n i do meet up once in awhile, its not possible to bring baby along... missed her n always told my godsis dat i will go visit baby someday... yes, i finally did dat many yrs later... think it was in 2002 or 2003... she had aged alot... her skin had wrinkles n she was almost blind... but she still made the effort to troddle up to me and greeted me with her licks... at dat point of time, i felt so bad for waiting till so long to visit her... she had nv forgotten abt me! i really felt so guilty even till nw.... coz after dat visit, i knew dat it will be the last time i saw her, n it is...

baby got pregnant twice, n twice, godsis promised to giv me 1 of her babies... however, twice, she miscarriaged, n couldn't be fertiled again... will that be the biggest regret in baby's life? or its a blessing in disguise coz female dogs getting pregnant is very risky for their own lives... well, we'll nv noe n can nv find out till we meet in heaven where she could finally speaks...

baby will be cremented at mount pleasant animal's hospital today... her ashes will be placed in a well with other doogies inside the hospital... atleast, she will not be alone... atleast, she will hav companions... atleast, she dun hav to suffer from sickness anymore... atleast, she will forever be happy n carefree... across the rainbow bridge she will be... one day, we will meet again... rest in peace, baby... u will always be in our heart...