new yr is juz ard d corner... cant help thinkin back... dis yr had kicked off wif a bad start... devastating events following one another...
uncle & grandma... still remember hw i had travelled to n fro d hospital due to uncle n grandma illness... felt so sad... everytime juz cant help weeping when i visited d both of dem... damn useless... absolutely nothing which i cld do to lessen their pain... watched helplessly as their lives slipped away... nw dey no longer feel d pain... no worries... no sickness... somehow feels relief for dem... kingdom of heaven is where dey belong forever... someday we will meet again... praying dat dey will still b my beloved ones if there is nxt life... till den... *
missing ya*
steven... got to noe him during chinese new yr... althou din spend much time wif him but we certainly clicked well... chatting wif him had been a pleasure... wif all d jokes... crappy stuffs... n his respect towards "elderly" - meaning me... althou im not dat old but he's younger than me by 8yrs k... ... n he left juz like dat... at d age of 17... god took away a young man full of hopes for his future... cruelty hit us badly... reality is inhuman... can we defeat fate? i guess not...